22 months in Australia
- Amber Mainil
- Feb 10, 2020
- 2 min read

I am a strong beautiful young woman, who knows that her personality is something rare to find. I got this positive vibe in me that allows people to grow, change and explore their beauty in themselves. I can easily bring the worst out in people because there is no way they can hide themselves from me. Not a lot of people who I put my love into gave me the same respect, love and honesty over the years. My heart is pure and has been broken so many times by the ones I love.
Once again, I started hating someone who is in my heart so I can love myself a little bit more. This process hurts like crazy. Even with the strenght I got right now that I have never imagined I could have, I have discovered a different level of pain with this experience. So many dreams, so much love, so many friendships, so much love ending in nightmares but so many I said goodbye to with so much love, passion and beauty. So many times that I got scared in this life, for living, scared of people, scared of being hurt, scared of not being good enough, scared of not being save. It is my time to give myself that safetiness, love and to let go of all those scary feelings cus damn nobody should ever have the control to put me in the position where I feel scared.
I deserve the world and I am giving myself the world. I find it so strong of myself that I always opened up to new experiences. This time I wanna experience my own ones. Take all my strenght and follow my dreams which I finally see. Never forget that every painful experience is a beautiful lesson in life to let yourself even rise higher than you ever could imagine. Open those wings and fly my darlings because this world is full of surprises and life experiences with positive emotions right around the corner. Follow those dreams, live with your emotions and release so much negativity, drama and stress. We can do this and we are doing it.
I love you, I love myself, I love my body, I love my spirit and I love my soul. Thank you universe for letting me experience this with all the love, the pain, the happy moments, the sad moments and all those lovely souls I came across in this process. Thank you for making me the strong woman I've become. Thank you for letting me grow so beautifully without wanting to hurt anybody in the process.
I love you universe, I love you world, I love you Australia, I love you.
29/01/2020
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